20 September

It's been a while. So many things have changed. Our family has grown. Like the seasons, changes have been many. We've lost dear friends, some are fadin, an others remain constant (thank Elune).

No longer are we such a family centered on servin the will of Ysera. I can't decide this to be a good thing or not so good. I suppose good. In recognizin the diverse natures of our friends an family. But at the same time, I wish not to forsake our foundin principles.

I so want to improve our family more. I want to improve the resources available to our family. One thing about the Knights. Most are so laid back, they're happy jus havin company. An to an extent, I am too. No one want to hurt feelins. An that's good. But bein scared to speak up for the good of the guild isn't good. I'm not sure how to fix things like that.

I've visited Zul'Gurub. What a harrowin experience. I think I could take a group of Knights in. We'd certainly fall a few times but oh, we'd learn! We are almost to the point where we could get a group of 20.

A few guild things I'd like to focus on for now. Readyin ourselves to visit Zul'Gurub, get a few keys to the Upper Spire. An jus continue on trainin. Gettin better. Can I do this? I've delegated Darmi an Tennon for this an we've made great improvements.

How do we schedule more stuff? What times do I do it. -sigh- I'm jus not sure.