01 February

A long two days. Yesterday was long. The atmosphere around me felt thick. Even though there was no question about attendin that memorial, it was not something I looked forward to.

After the memorial, I remained in Eastvale for a good while. I'd known him for just over a year. He was a good man and a lot of fun to be around.

I've found that I'm able to keep my mind on other things a lot better than I could in the past. Fightin, workin, chattin, etc. keeps my brain occupied and keeps me from coming undone.

Today, Fel an I worked all day. It was fruitful for the both of us. We both were able to visit our trainers an learn some new things. I netted well over 100g to boot.

But, I'm tired. Much more tired that I've been before.